Jeanne
Hi, my name is Jennifer. I'm 17 yrs.old and about 4 months ago I found out that i had Herpes. I had only slept with 1 person and got herpes. My stepmom nursed me back to health along with the loving support of my new boyfriend.She recently got in a fight w/me and told me that i deserved getting it.She and i dont talk now, but i still have me.Even if you feel noone is by your side you still have yourself. Sometimes that is the only person that you can count on. I dont know why this had to happen to me at such a young age.ill never know but everything happens for a reason good or bad. I dont konw if this will prevent me from ever having a family, children, or even a lover. God i'm so scared of ending up alone as well.I don't have professional advice for you, but I just wanted to tell you that your not alone in thinking the thoughts that you have. I have even gone so far as thinking about killing myself. Why would god want me to have such a horrid disease at such a young age. I wish someone would tell me.Count on yourself for support. I support YOU.LOVE YOURSELF.I feel for you and every innocent person that has this.Sorry that we got it. Good luck in finding someone to care for you. Keep faith in it someone will come along. DOnT GIVE UP !!!!!