I was told by a therapist that I have personality disorder. I initially went to see her for depression and marital problems. I am on effexor and amytriptyline. I also have lupus. I would suggest seeing a social worker, MSW, for borderline personality disorder. I had a very unstable childhood, culminated with the death of my first love and rape. I have long periods of everything seeming fine, and then yesterday and today I am very depressed. I am debating on going back into therapy...I work so hard in everything I do, I am very tired of not getting anywhere or getting any reward from it...anyone have any suggestions ???