i thank you for your message. I do believe in Jehovah god and count it a privilege to be alive each day. even though i have a complicated history and is now wating to take a MRI for a 2.8 cm nodule shown on x-ray never my heart. i look forward to each day but the quality of life is nile. yes you are right it could be worse. so i will look up and keep busy and maybe one day i will feel better. again thanks!