Ida
Call your doctor for more information. Ask him intelligent questions and insist he give you answers. maybe a tour of the hospital, operating room, might help? I haven't been through your procedure, but my daughter had breast surgery almost two years ago, and she went through a lot of tests. Everyone gets scared. Do you have a friend or relative with whom you can talk? You'll be okay. Tell yourself not to worry so much. Do something constructive when the thought enters your mind. Good luck. Ida :)