Have you had cervical cancer? I have to find out how you feel that you found that you have it with you? It is because I [PROBABLY] have cervical cancer. I am afraid of having it because I do not want to die so that I would leave my husband and my sons alone. My older son is only 5 years old; my other son is only 1 and 1/2 years old. I am very very scared that they really need me badly. The doctor will inform me in two weeks later due to that she will show the results. Please tell me anything you have a hard time to deal with it before I get the results? Please help me understand better.. Thanks for your support..