My deepest sympathy. Yes I know how difficult life can be with fibromyalgia. I have probably had it for years since I had all the symptoms and no diagnosis. I am now 81 so there are complicating factors. Did you know that it can be produced artificially in people who are deprived of deep sleep? Of course, I get too much sleep now but live alone and am good for about five hours a day, if it's a good day. If I still had my husband he wouldn't believe it either. One of the problems isthat you look good. I get so much rest and people ask me why I look so young. It's because gravity pulls your face down and makes wrinkles. Every moment on my back is depriving gravity of its joke. So hey, you can look forward to being a beauty in your old age......We need jokes, too.