JoAnn
Dear Tammy, I can't imagine the loss of a mother, my own mother is very ill and I know someday I must face the same thing. I also know that anger is probably one stage a person goes through when they lose someone very close to them. Actually, I know this to be true because I did lose a dear brother. So I would say that being angry is o.k., but realize that your mom is in a better place. Was she a born again Christian, do you know? What about you, can you turn to God in your time of despair? I have been in desparate situations many times and have found that no one can comfort me as God can. I don't mean to preach to you, but I know God loves you and wants to help you now. Please turn to him and ask him for comfort, and believe that He will deliver it. I just want you to know I will pray for you and there are people out there who care. Check your local newspaper for a grief recovery support group. Your local hospital may also supply you with this information. Blessings to you. JoAnn