Please do not give up. what types of treatment has your doctor spoken about? When I was 23years old I had several cryosurgery treatments for cervical dysplasia, since then all my paps have been normal. I went on to have another child. I am now almost 46. Take a deep breath and keep a clear head to understand your treatment options. Do you have close family or friends? A support system will help get you through. Good Luck!