dawn
you are not alone...i do get very tired with btm too....it's a "hard to bounce back tired..." i am a cartoonist...at times (often) a shakey cartoonist....it's embarrassing because people think i'm nervous...but i'm just weak...calm...but weak.... my sister died of leukemia almost 20 years ago though....so i guess struggling with this is not so bad... hang in there....eating a rare steak helps... and don't forget to laugh!!! dawn