Judie
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your father. I,too, lost my father recently and have CFS/Osteo/Fibromylgia. I am not sure how anyone in that situation handles the loss of a person close to your heart. Somehow I found the strength to make the arrangements at the funeral home with my mother and my son. Something inside me needed to be a part of the entire process of honoring my Daddy during his trip Home. During some priviate time with my Daddy at the funeral home I just told the Lord that I could not handle this on my own. To Please give me the strength to say good-bye to my best friend in this world and my back bone for over 50 years-------but most of all to Honor his memory and make him Proud of me!! I felt that I owed him this final respect, but only with the Lord's help. Just ask, and I pray that you, too, will find the strength to Honor your Father. Please e-mail me and I will be thinking of you. God Speed. Judie