My son was diagnosed with Ebstein Barr over ten years ago. You are definitely not crazy. The problem is traditional medicine really does not have a cure. My son went to an upscale Homeopathic Doctor who confirmed his diagnosis and gave him herbs and a few other things and he was completely cured in three months. You really need a reputable doctor. Check the phone book for names of Homeopathic Doctors or Naturopaths and then start asking questions of friends and possibly patients of the doctor. Don't give up! You can be cured.