you don't have much choice. At some point you will be forced to get some help from a doctor. I would suggest focusing on looking into the welfare program for medical help, or look into a community health dept. for help. Often, the pay is on a sliding scale, which means, you pay what you can afford, even if it is $5.oo. I think getting you professional help would be more useful to you than worrying about something you have no answers for. You might even try to use the phone for help. Try calling a health agency and tell them your dilema, that you can't pay much, etc. And maybe they can direct you to an appropriate place. You should definitely get some answers, and then you can work on fixing the problem. You must be seen by someone with credentials and someone who is from a reliable health agency, hospital, whatever. Keep digging for info. over the phone as to where you can go to get help. Then talk to the people there and see what they might do for you. I hope you get some answers!