You are suffering much the same as I was for years. Finally one year ago I was able to get some help when a friend recommended I go to her naturapathic doctor. I was living in Alaska at the time and I certainly understand the battle with the cold and darkness! I fought it for 6 years! There is hope! Have you begun a candida diet and started on supplements to build your immune system? Although my candida is not completely gone yet, I am so much better than I was and can almost live a normal life again! I want to encourage you to start on an anti-candida diet if you haven't already. It isn't fun, in fact, it's difficult unless you're a true meat lover, but it's definitely worth it. If you need help in starting one, or knowing what supplements to take, please feel free to email me.