I can't stand being in pain like this. On top of having fibro I was also born with a rare muscle disease called hereditary spastic paraplegia. So I feel like I'm in a losing battle. I just hurt all the time. I know exercise is important but I can't. I'm drowning in pain. I have severe irritable bowel syndrome, I have lumps under my skin which cause me pain, I have panic attacks, and vertigo. I so badly want to be fully functional wife and mother. And now my own mother has fibro. Sad.