My name is Rebecca, and all of my friends say that i am anorexic and bulimic. The only problem is, I dont see it, i'm not underweight, and i do take laxatives, but it helps my stomach to feel better after i eat, and keeps me from feeling disgustingly bloated. my doctor says to fight that feeling, but its not that easy. i do feel as though im over weight, but i think a lot of women my age feel that way. the largest problem i have now is that even though i dont feel i have a problem, everyone else does, but even if i could ever admit it, i dont think i could stop it. my body depends on the cathartics now in order for my bowels to properly function. i take approximately 25 bisacodyl tablets in a 24 hour period, whether i eat or not. but its not that i dont want to eat, i do, but when i think of it, or when i watch other people, it turns my stomach. i wish someone could help me figure out whats wrong with me.