Hi. I have had anorexia & bulimia now for 15 years. I have been in 5 hospital treatment programs & seen may outpatient therapists. I'm still struggling. I know it can be overcome but it takes a lot of work on your part. You will only change IF YOU WANT TO. I know it is hard to eat but you have to no matter what you feel like. If you feel full & bloated you still have to eat anyway. Also though you need to have outside counseling to find the "root" problem because it is not about food even though you want to think it is. Keep fighting. It is a long hard struggle but it can be overcome. I'm still struggling after 15 years but I'm not giving up hope. Good luck & hang in there.